Today is the big fat ugly 4 0 …..I have tried to prepare for this day. But ugg I never really wanted to see it. Don’t get me wrong I am glad to be alive, I am happy to be healthy…blah blah blah. But I still never wanted the calendar to tell me that I am now FORTY!!! I celebrated this morning by staying in bed with my head under the covers. Now I am work…woowoo! Oh ya big party. NOT! I will have to see how the rest of the day works out.
This is how 40 feels (to me)